what would you call this ? Art …..shit ?

 My first ever painting ! living and running haha got a few things to add like lyrics from the googoo dolls "iris" the chorus goes like this "and i dont want the world to see me, cause i know that they wont understand" this soo is the words to go with it ! does it ?

why a strawberry your wondering ? well i was eating it and i just wanted to capture its gorgeous look and if you say so like myself i would re eat that strawberry haha !

Dumping You For Him

i had the perfect relationship ! we would of been together on this day for about 6 weeks now !
you loved me i think i loved you who knew cuz we ain't met before. Was i scared ? was i being stupid? was i even paying attention that someone else loved me soo much ?
well gratefully i didn't see that !
another him re-entered my life and i took it as quick as i can ! we met up did things i wouldnt of done, did  like it ? NO i regret what i did, i left you because of the fun ! but in the end it made me realise that i didnt want him n i dont want you.
i guess i saw the life with two different guys ,
1) i wanted my ex back cuz i wasnt over him, but i ended up seeing the light !
2) i left my current boyfriend because i wanted my ex back and it was a stupid thing to do because i could of been loved by someone more caring !
i guess i still didnt want him because i wouldnt see him everyday ! it will just be a few ever months ! unless he lived with me !
but the things i had to do just to be with him like going on cam even tho he didnt have one and like going on msn all the time to talk to him and having a reason why i wasnt on the night before !
gosh i aint someone like a dog who needs to be controlled… yes i like a man to control me but not in that way ! i want him to control me in bed and in charge of my  body !
that what im worthy of ! my life is my own my body is to share with someone i love not want to kill.
i guess i still have to search for the right one .. someone who can surprise me rather than give me what i want !

feta me psomi

Best song i have ever heard !!! what could be better than a greek guy talking about cheese ?!?!? soo catchy and proves my point about my other post that us greeks love our food ! wether were hungry or not ! haha

lonelyness

Once when you realise your on your own, lost your best friend your soul mate your life is a dead end!

your days seem longer and dull everyday, you try and make new best friends but you know they wont beat your best friend that you lost,loved and learned. You try and add in jokes what you use to laugh about with these new people and they look at you like wtf ?!?!  you just hope to fit in yet you don't really do !

you finally get into a group of people who act like your family they enter you like someone amazing, they laugh with you not at you and they treat you like one of them which is quite welcoming :) but you know deep inside that you still miss your best friend jumping on you talking about stupid things and just being boys !
day by day goes and you see him with other people "friends" and you think that you can never be replaced as his best friend, his right hand man….. his brother yet you see someone next to him making him laugh, giving him food and being a fool with him, it makes you feel like a fool thinking how he can move on and you cant !
you finally come out that your gay to people you get really close to and you feel that you can trust them, but do you really trust them ? no.. not until two of her friends come and ask you omg your gay !? i guess it brakes your heart that you could trust one of you close friends ! you know that your old best friend would of kept it safe ! would of helped you feel welcomed, but you know hes not there to ask anymore! soo you have to talk to the traitors because you dont know who else will find out!
times like this you wish you had your best friend there helping you every step finding you guys to get with if hes not homophobic and give you tips in what to do !
you miss him soo much that you need him everywhere ! you want to smell his after shave in the morning, you want to feel his hair and tell him "not bad of a haircut", you want to hug him and it will not be awkward !
soo why do you still not like me for who i am if i told you that i like you !?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Str8 men for you ! They fuck you and leave you and tell you they are not fucking gay what a gentlemen! 

happyness

some people are happy for a reason weather its a great result in something they worked hard for! they could either have just had their first kiss or for blow job or even their first sexual intercourse !
i know i was happy when i got my maths result today ! i dont have to do maths anymore and i get 7 hours of art !!!! sooo happy !
you guys must be happy that u had something happy to your lives !
like sex! theres soo many things you can do for sex that its crazy ! theres fetishes were people like certain things that turn them on lool  then you have SNM which is whips and chains :S and many weird positions you can do and apparently there are more than 100 positions !!!

now why wouldnt you not like this ????? people think im weird but reli dont care

art piece complete !!!

 two lovers telling each other how much they love each other, they get to a position where they kiss and that is based around my life because i had a dream that when i told my best friend that i loved him that he would get me and just kiss em and showed me that he did too ! well that was all a dream in reality they freak out and now he aint my best friend anymore soo guys tip for the gays never tell your best best friend that your in love with him for a year or so it aint a gd thing !

This is the original piece of work from Rene Capone ! he is one of the artist that i deeply love and follow so much on facebook!!! his art consists of the comics of hedgehog boy and paintings of his past love lifes which i admire soo much for someone to do art work of their past boy friend about sex and everything they might of done ! yet soo peaceful to look at !

 As you see this is one of my copied work from an Artist called Rene Capone ! an amazing artist !!! this is something i interpreted on my own and changed it to link with the diary which i will post soon!
the speech bubbles around him are questioning about this sexual passion for his best friend unfortunately that happened and it was just for fun and not because he loved him :/

P.S sorry about the flash i have no idea how to get it off from my built in cam :/