what would you call this ? Art …..shit ?

 My first ever painting ! living and running haha got a few things to add like lyrics from the googoo dolls "iris" the chorus goes like this "and i dont want the world to see me, cause i know that they wont understand" this soo is the words to go with it ! does it ?

why a strawberry your wondering ? well i was eating it and i just wanted to capture its gorgeous look and if you say so like myself i would re eat that strawberry haha !

Dumping You For Him

i had the perfect relationship ! we would of been together on this day for about 6 weeks now !
you loved me i think i loved you who knew cuz we ain't met before. Was i scared ? was i being stupid? was i even paying attention that someone else loved me soo much ?
well gratefully i didn't see that !
another him re-entered my life and i took it as quick as i can ! we met up did things i wouldnt of done, did  like it ? NO i regret what i did, i left you because of the fun ! but in the end it made me realise that i didnt want him n i dont want you.
i guess i saw the life with two different guys ,
1) i wanted my ex back cuz i wasnt over him, but i ended up seeing the light !
2) i left my current boyfriend because i wanted my ex back and it was a stupid thing to do because i could of been loved by someone more caring !
i guess i still didnt want him because i wouldnt see him everyday ! it will just be a few ever months ! unless he lived with me !
but the things i had to do just to be with him like going on cam even tho he didnt have one and like going on msn all the time to talk to him and having a reason why i wasnt on the night before !
gosh i aint someone like a dog who needs to be controlled… yes i like a man to control me but not in that way ! i want him to control me in bed and in charge of my  body !
that what im worthy of ! my life is my own my body is to share with someone i love not want to kill.
i guess i still have to search for the right one .. someone who can surprise me rather than give me what i want !

feta me psomi

Best song i have ever heard !!! what could be better than a greek guy talking about cheese ?!?!? soo catchy and proves my point about my other post that us greeks love our food ! wether were hungry or not ! haha

lonelyness

Once when you realise your on your own, lost your best friend your soul mate your life is a dead end!

your days seem longer and dull everyday, you try and make new best friends but you know they wont beat your best friend that you lost,loved and learned. You try and add in jokes what you use to laugh about with these new people and they look at you like wtf ?!?!  you just hope to fit in yet you don't really do !

you finally get into a group of people who act like your family they enter you like someone amazing, they laugh with you not at you and they treat you like one of them which is quite welcoming :) but you know deep inside that you still miss your best friend jumping on you talking about stupid things and just being boys !
day by day goes and you see him with other people "friends" and you think that you can never be replaced as his best friend, his right hand man….. his brother yet you see someone next to him making him laugh, giving him food and being a fool with him, it makes you feel like a fool thinking how he can move on and you cant !
you finally come out that your gay to people you get really close to and you feel that you can trust them, but do you really trust them ? no.. not until two of her friends come and ask you omg your gay !? i guess it brakes your heart that you could trust one of you close friends ! you know that your old best friend would of kept it safe ! would of helped you feel welcomed, but you know hes not there to ask anymore! soo you have to talk to the traitors because you dont know who else will find out!
times like this you wish you had your best friend there helping you every step finding you guys to get with if hes not homophobic and give you tips in what to do !
you miss him soo much that you need him everywhere ! you want to smell his after shave in the morning, you want to feel his hair and tell him "not bad of a haircut", you want to hug him and it will not be awkward !
soo why do you still not like me for who i am if i told you that i like you !?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Str8 men for you ! They fuck you and leave you and tell you they are not fucking gay what a gentlemen! 

happyness

some people are happy for a reason weather its a great result in something they worked hard for! they could either have just had their first kiss or for blow job or even their first sexual intercourse !
i know i was happy when i got my maths result today ! i dont have to do maths anymore and i get 7 hours of art !!!! sooo happy !
you guys must be happy that u had something happy to your lives !
like sex! theres soo many things you can do for sex that its crazy ! theres fetishes were people like certain things that turn them on lool  then you have SNM which is whips and chains :S and many weird positions you can do and apparently there are more than 100 positions !!!

now why wouldnt you not like this ????? people think im weird but reli dont care

art piece complete !!!

 two lovers telling each other how much they love each other, they get to a position where they kiss and that is based around my life because i had a dream that when i told my best friend that i loved him that he would get me and just kiss em and showed me that he did too ! well that was all a dream in reality they freak out and now he aint my best friend anymore soo guys tip for the gays never tell your best best friend that your in love with him for a year or so it aint a gd thing !

This is the original piece of work from Rene Capone ! he is one of the artist that i deeply love and follow so much on facebook!!! his art consists of the comics of hedgehog boy and paintings of his past love lifes which i admire soo much for someone to do art work of their past boy friend about sex and everything they might of done ! yet soo peaceful to look at !

 As you see this is one of my copied work from an Artist called Rene Capone ! an amazing artist !!! this is something i interpreted on my own and changed it to link with the diary which i will post soon!
the speech bubbles around him are questioning about this sexual passion for his best friend unfortunately that happened and it was just for fun and not because he loved him :/

P.S sorry about the flash i have no idea how to get it off from my built in cam :/

meh meh blah !

life for us revolves around Money ! blood sucking killing money !

its bringing to world down and its bringing us down ! what do we do to be great at life ?

that's simple do well in school get a great job and get the money u want !

some are lucky and get to end up famous but that's cuz they worked hard at it ! some are lucky and some just cba with life !

me im stuck in the last year of secondary school just trying to get my education grades ! if i fail i will try again ! just to get into that one college to live a perfect life like i wanted : being an artist and a art teacher with a perfect husband and two kids will i deserve that ? ill let u think of that answer haha :P

Art is the only thing that gets me through the day ! just opening  my art work makes me want to kiss it ! haha weird ay ?

i guess when us guys are dedicated to our work theres nothing to turn back from just a pen pencil and a paintbrush and u can conker the world ! 

if you had a tom cruise naked in your room what would you do ? i know exactly what to do theres some things i could tell you but il just tell you one thing he will be tired after all the fun in one whole day ! and he wont be able to get rid of his raging hard on when he thinks of that day slightly ! haha oh yeah baby !

what famous actor would you "do" or marry ? cuz theres soo many that our list would go on !

cmon guys wouldnt you love this as your husband ???? hes just nom nom nom nom nom!!!!!

Food And Us Greeks

Food as for us Greeks its the one thing on our mind 24/7, when we wake up we want breakfast when we finish we want to know whats for lunch ! and so on ….
i guess its what we eat ? if its filling then we wont bother for food until its actually time to eat !
theres soo much food to eat, we just meet up and just eat ! who cares who comes along as long as we eat its all fine !
halloumi, lounza, prawns, salami and many more great starters for us greeks ! but thats just the start!
i remember when we went out with my uncle and he had 12 plates of food and he called it starter ! fuck me for starter ! thats like three peoples worth of eating >_<
yet no wonder hes soo fat ! just consuming soo much food ! well u wont see me like that no way ! im going to stay skinny, fit and sexy ! if u catch me in Mcdonalds  then its for a friend cuz guess what i hate that place even their McFlurries are fattening and thats fucking ice cream !
oh well if little kids love it then go and become obese i wont stop u ! :P
all i gotta love is he fact im greek and proud of it !
if you think about it you can eat food of a naked body whilst having sex you can tease each other with ice cubes and put melted chocolate on his cock and just suck it off :P  hey it makes the cock taste nice !
sex is sometimes on my mind but sometimes just always horny ! haha i dont think you would want to know this oh well lol

Start Of a Beginning'

A start of a beginning ay ? well tell me this then, wen will it end ?
well its 2012 now any the end will go on forever because my life ends when god decides too, not some people that believe a poxy film !
never mind that its the start of a new year and soo far its going amazingly great ! friends and family love me, friends know im gay and my parents not yet but i dont want the year to start without them knowing !
i guess i will tell them soon maybe … or maybe not? 
friends say that i should and how easy it will be ! would it be ? no its not wen i think about it my heart beat is faster hands are sweaty i cant do this ! 
how should i do it ??
either way they should know ! i never bring gf's home i dont agree with my dad wen he says a girl is fit ! and i have a big picture of Joe Mcelderry in my closet with a cock on it haha but

                   The face of love one of many wonders of my work i would say the first work that had a meaning to my life to a past experience of lovelife to one special guy who lead my heart and broke it.

A frozen heart, a frozen life ! time stood still and a new growing inside not something great but           meaningful ! 
i guess its ur mind as u see it but this is the start for u guys haha

Start Of a Beginning'

A start of a beginning ay ? well tell me this then, wen will it end ?
well its 2012 now any the end will go on forever because my life ends when god decides too, not some people that believe a poxy film !
never mind that its the start of a new year and soo far its going amazingly great ! friends and family love me, friends know im gay and my parents not yet but i dont want the year to start without them knowing !
i guess i will tell them soon maybe … or maybe not? 
friends say that i should and how easy it will be ! would it be ? no its not wen i think about it my heart beat is faster hands are sweaty i cant do this ! 
how should i do it ??
either way they should know ! i never bring gf's home i dont agree with my dad wen he says a girl is fit ! and i have a big picture of Joe Mcelderry in my closet with my lips on it ! well they dont know i wish they did but they will soon well they wont, my aunty has fingured it out why cant they do aswell??
oh well i should just bring a big hunky guy home and say hey hes my best friend ! that will be hysterical !
stay tuned for more of the start and be a look out for my art work ! x